its my birthday & i can cry if i want to

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waking up to find out that you're not real. never were. a fucking manifestation, frankenstein. it was just a beautiful nightmare. some cruel hoax you played on yourself & now its time to pick & peel those scabs, nice & slow, savour that pain like salt in freshly cut wounds so you know not to do this again. i promise to never again speak your name. lesson #987534 learned. requiems requiems.

edit: EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.